Some days I really hate my life. Like, I seriously want to skip class and shoot myself in the face. 

I’m tempted to go and stress buy some more but I’m already low on funds. 

Literally everything is pissing me off right now. 

My neighbor’s children are being annoying outside so I’m blasting my music… 

With my windows opened… Have fun little bitches! Enjoy my new free neighborhood radio! :D 

I’m going to miss my 105/106 people…

It’s hitting me now… I can spend a quarter with people and leave them just fine but spend two whole quarters and I’m attached for good. I’m even attached to the professor. Lately she’s been the only stable adult in my life. That’s kind of sad to say but it’s true my Freshman Intro English professor is one of the most stable figure right now. It’s sad that this class of people who I’ve met for 20 weeks have played such a huge role in my college career so far. I can’t see myself going to school every day without this class. It’s kind of frightening…

God I miss them… I feel like I’m going to go purposefully make writing center appointments just to vent to the teacher. 

Let’s play highlight and lowlight (or craphole moments)

Highlights of Today:

• Talked about Tumblr in English
• Met Profie Morgan
• Finished my first constume ever!
• Technically finished my lab hours.
• Got to hang out with Justin finally. 
• Got the last screwdriver when I got home.

Shit moments: 

• Had to wake up fucking early 
• People in class do not know how to fucking present shit
• Stabbed myself 4 fucking times in lab! (There goes my no bleeding streak)
• Waited on campus till fucking 8 pm
• Hayfever was an alright play.  
• Some asswipe decided to flip up all of my windshield wipers (In case you don’t already know, my school get’s sketchy at 10pm)

Sometimes people just piss me off in ways I just can’t even get myself to explain.

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I HATE BEING HERE AT 7:52 IN THE MORNING!

My first class doesn’t even fucking start until 9:20….

God I fucking hate carpool. 

Did I mention that my picture was still on the front page of the Cryrop website?

Yup me and the other ambassador alumni are going to be there for a while… It’s a cute picture though so it’s cool with me. 

In other news…

I find it so weird that when I tell people that I’m no longer dating Jon, they start apologizing and feeling bad for me. I mean it’s nice of all of y’all and all but everything’s fine. I decided to end it and it ended up being a mutual decision. So in the end it was all for the best. I’m not complaining, all of y’all’s hugs and support have been nice and all but the apologies aren’t completely necessary.
I just thought I should get that out there so no one gets the wrong idea.

I hate impaction!!!! T.T I would rather have them not admit the next class like they had previously planned or decrease the amount of units needed for “full time” students to receive aid because this is ridiculous. 

I am so pissed off! Also they need to revoke some people’s priority because they definitely do not deserve it. 

Wanted

People who live in Redlands and are willing to go to Starbucks (or place of your choosing that is not a library) to study with me and will take away my phone for the entire duration. 

What The Cap: Blaahg

So today I only had English and costumes lab but I had to come early anyway. So I spent part of my morning reading and doing stupid stuff on the computer. Jen and Kim brought cheese fries so I ate with them until they ditched me. -.-

Then, when Jon came into the center I slept on him. I don’t even know for how freaking long. When I fell asleep there were only 3 people or something in the center and when I woke there was a freaking mass of people… 

Then I went to class with bedhead because I was in a really dgaf mood. 

Overall it was a pretty simple day. OHH! I got to use the sewing machine in costumes today!!! I only messed up like twice! hehe